amazing!

so today was the baptism at church and man oh man i got a lil emotional ! i think because i know how crazy God changed my life during that time! there was i believe 6 teens and 1 adult get baptised and i will pro throw up a video later. but i pray God that if you start a fire in their hearts lord that they would take it on thier own resposiblity to keep it light! i remember i wrote in my journal that night and it was just so crazy. Jesus is just so amazing like how crazy is it to know a guy who never sinned i mean NEVER and who would die for EVERYBODY! thats true love right there even the people who hate him and mock him he loves. Theres no one on earth that can do that! it takes my breathe away when i think of how great God could love us sooo much he would make Jesus will be the cross. i can not wait till i Meet Jesus face to face! its crazyyy! but... I LOve it!!!!

:)

This world.

So if you havent heard Unhindereds new cd called BE, you should deffinitly grab it in a christian store near you! but i loveeeeeeee this new song called Farewell lullaby.
and basically what this song is talking about is dying to self and knowing we sinn and to not be ashamed of what others think about our faith and relationship with God. but when ever i hear this song i think of how the world treats us and how they have so many expectations for us . ( from a verse ) but you know in the bible it talks about how the world will always hate us but they hated Jesus first. some times i cath myself judging other christians because i have expectations you kno? like a friend whos a christian the other day she told me her and her friend egged some girls housse. and in my mind im judging her saying how can u be a christian and doing that. but idk i guess ill have to fix that! also i feel because shes so worldly it doesnt bother her. which breaks my heart. so i keep praying for her. that God would use her for his will and he would just use her for light and to help her family desperatly and her friends. also that he would just shape her life and just show her that she is loved. but tmrw is my sister is getting baptised. i remember when i got baptised. man god just moved my life that whole month and ever since. well im going to getting ready to sleep bc i had drivers ed today ughhhh idk how im feeling with that yet but ill be done January 3rd!

heres the lyrics:

I find myself worried that they might see
This childish love burning to be released
Insecurities, lies had taken hold of me
And calloused my heart, oh, Lord
All these thoughts from shame
Of what would people say if they saw me now

CHORUS
This is my final goodbye
To halfhearted dances
My final goodbye
To love that's whispered in fear
My final goodbye
To all Your expectations
Join me in this farewell lullaby
My final goodbye

VERSE 2
My sin laid bare, naked for all to see
My heart unbound, knowing I'm finally free
Of what they'll say or do
When they see this foolish heart for You
No shame, I'm not afraid not anymore
No more pride or fear
No apprehensive love found here
I'm saying my vows

changes.

today i changed my bedroom around. i do that alot. and i really dont have alot of things in here. But i love the change. and i always find new stuff. well old stuff but its been MIA. anywho my friend just told me shes pregnant. and thats not always the best thing you wanna hear your 17 yr old bestfriend say. but im not gonna judge her. but i do now she needs God in the biggest way. So if i am the only one whos nice to her through this and i can show her Gods love ill do it even if people who i think are my friends think im wierd so be it. she is my bestfriend and i love her to death . who cares she made a little mistake. EVERYONE DOES. i have faith in her just like Jesus does in every messed up situation we are in. So if your reading this can you pray for her? also im changing . in a good way. I relaized i have been slackin on my bible reading. i dont have alot of time during the week so maybe 5 verses or a chapter a day to start.

being his hands and feet,anielle <3