amazing!

so today was the baptism at church and man oh man i got a lil emotional ! i think because i know how crazy God changed my life during that time! there was i believe 6 teens and 1 adult get baptised and i will pro throw up a video later. but i pray God that if you start a fire in their hearts lord that they would take it on thier own resposiblity to keep it light! i remember i wrote in my journal that night and it was just so crazy. Jesus is just so amazing like how crazy is it to know a guy who never sinned i mean NEVER and who would die for EVERYBODY! thats true love right there even the people who hate him and mock him he loves. Theres no one on earth that can do that! it takes my breathe away when i think of how great God could love us sooo much he would make Jesus will be the cross. i can not wait till i Meet Jesus face to face! its crazyyy! but... I LOve it!!!!

:)

This world.

So if you havent heard Unhindereds new cd called BE, you should deffinitly grab it in a christian store near you! but i loveeeeeeee this new song called Farewell lullaby.
and basically what this song is talking about is dying to self and knowing we sinn and to not be ashamed of what others think about our faith and relationship with God. but when ever i hear this song i think of how the world treats us and how they have so many expectations for us . ( from a verse ) but you know in the bible it talks about how the world will always hate us but they hated Jesus first. some times i cath myself judging other christians because i have expectations you kno? like a friend whos a christian the other day she told me her and her friend egged some girls housse. and in my mind im judging her saying how can u be a christian and doing that. but idk i guess ill have to fix that! also i feel because shes so worldly it doesnt bother her. which breaks my heart. so i keep praying for her. that God would use her for his will and he would just use her for light and to help her family desperatly and her friends. also that he would just shape her life and just show her that she is loved. but tmrw is my sister is getting baptised. i remember when i got baptised. man god just moved my life that whole month and ever since. well im going to getting ready to sleep bc i had drivers ed today ughhhh idk how im feeling with that yet but ill be done January 3rd!

heres the lyrics:

I find myself worried that they might see
This childish love burning to be released
Insecurities, lies had taken hold of me
And calloused my heart, oh, Lord
All these thoughts from shame
Of what would people say if they saw me now

CHORUS
This is my final goodbye
To halfhearted dances
My final goodbye
To love that's whispered in fear
My final goodbye
To all Your expectations
Join me in this farewell lullaby
My final goodbye

VERSE 2
My sin laid bare, naked for all to see
My heart unbound, knowing I'm finally free
Of what they'll say or do
When they see this foolish heart for You
No shame, I'm not afraid not anymore
No more pride or fear
No apprehensive love found here
I'm saying my vows

changes.

today i changed my bedroom around. i do that alot. and i really dont have alot of things in here. But i love the change. and i always find new stuff. well old stuff but its been MIA. anywho my friend just told me shes pregnant. and thats not always the best thing you wanna hear your 17 yr old bestfriend say. but im not gonna judge her. but i do now she needs God in the biggest way. So if i am the only one whos nice to her through this and i can show her Gods love ill do it even if people who i think are my friends think im wierd so be it. she is my bestfriend and i love her to death . who cares she made a little mistake. EVERYONE DOES. i have faith in her just like Jesus does in every messed up situation we are in. So if your reading this can you pray for her? also im changing . in a good way. I relaized i have been slackin on my bible reading. i dont have alot of time during the week so maybe 5 verses or a chapter a day to start.

being his hands and feet,anielle <3

Genesis

So i rarely ever read the old tesament i can never get into it. so i decided to read some of it through the summer and go lil chapters one by one. and so i started reading about Jacob. Man oh man. the first thing that caught my eye was he had 12 kids by 4 different girls. BUT i loved how whenever God told him to move or something he didnt complain like we would and say " well everything i have is here" he just obeyed and left. so i read the story about his daughter.

reading this story made me realize i know alot of girls in my school or in my family who have gotten either beaten up or raped by a boyfriend or dad or any man.

so in Genesis 34; 1-32

Dinah one of Jacobs daughters' get "voilated" by a guy named homar and wants her as her wife.

and after her big brothers Levi & Simeon get mad. As like any brother mightt do they go and find him and kill his whole town. ( im sure in this day we wouldnt kill anyone but probaly beat them up) and at the end Jacob was like why did u do that they might have others come after us.

what i got out of this is think before you act. also revenge is never a pretty thing because it goes both ways.

If anything serious like Dinahs sitiation happens to you. pray before you tell people or try o get revenge.

remember its all in Gods hands.

DC

Tijuana <3 July 28 2009

So as i sit on my trampoline today I remember were i was a year ago. In Tijuana on a Monday morning eating lunch and starting to walk the neighborhood with 3 little boys calling all their friend to come to the cite. I miss it alot. when i was down there all my worries and problems disappeared. it was great. while i was there on the 26Th and the 2 day before we got in to out MIG (ministries in Groups) for VBS and had sermons and quiet times. The second day i was so nervous so i just prayed to God and he gave me stories like Daniel. But on this day (or yesterday) we went on the missionary field. Everything from there changed my life once we got on that bus and headed to Tijuana.

this verse came to mind yesterday while reading.

Matthew 25: 34-45

Then the King will say to those on his right, 'Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. 35For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, 36I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.'
37"Then the righteous will answer him, 'Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? 38When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? 39When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?'
40"The King will reply, 'I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me.'
41"Then he will say to those on his left, 'Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. 42For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, 43I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me.'
44"They also will answer, 'Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or needing clothes or sick or in prison, and did not help you?'
45"He will reply, 'I tell you the truth, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.'


I also took a journal with me on this trip ill rewrite what i wrote on that day.

"woke up at 5:30 to roasters screaming and then loud music. eat @ 6 then left on the buses at 7. i was really nervous but when we got there it was all in Gods hands. my team went to the city to paint and the first house that i guess didnt get painted last year and the team from the yr before us said some one will come out this year and we did and she was blessed . Then on the bus before we got off she said God had sent us like angels. then this guy we were going to help his house had just gotten broken into and when we got there he called us angels and we had a blast helping them, we are still not done so we are going back agian and they keept calling us weird but it was fun.. Then we got back to the building cite and eat lunch then we walked to vbs and we had 3 lil boys and they were so cute and i connected with a few of the kids and plan on "adopting one" of them but they loved the drama set. at 5 went to the ranch and eat had free time and unhindered played and heard a sermon."

I met some amazing people there and plan on going back one day. <3

Bitterness,Anger,Judging.

so during my walk with Jesus i have seen some crazy stuff. one thing that annoyes me the most is people who call them selfs christians but judge allllllll the time. It goes against everythin the bible says. I wish Jesus was walking the earth with us. it would be alot easier. So i know this person who shall be nameless and all she does is judge all the time.they grew up believing and alln that stuff. but it gets me so down because i know theres other people like this out in the world. She also hates like all my friends. Also she seems grummpy all the time. I have this one friend who made a few mistakes and she never will allow her to come over anymore. here is some good scriptures if you are a person whos judgment. I do not hate this person dont think that i just pray she stops being so bitter.

1 cor 13;5 -- if you love you are not angered,self-seeking, and keeping of wrong doings*

(its like she or others think if you make one mistake you can never be trusted)

Ephesians 4:29 -- Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.

(dont put people down!)

(verse 32) --Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you

So im gonna pray for all those people who are annoying (JK) who have issues with being judgment because i know i have other "issues" :]

stay tuned.

DC

Remember its all in Gods hands.

Kory Kenyon.

Looking at my facebook when i opened it yesturday on the 7th tons of my friends had there status the same : RIP Kory.

I didnt know him but knowing he past and just graduated in 08 was kind of shocking. He passed from a car acciendent because of speed he hit a tree and telephone pole. He was training to be a fireman. Life is to short to taken anything expecally life for granteed.I wanted to say sorry to his family, girlfriend, and friends who lost him. He is in a better place. I heard good things about him. Reading the comments on his page truly showed how much of a good friend he was to his friends. Today was his vigale @ Vets. I pray for anyonewho came in contact with him that they my lean on Jesus with this sad situation.

"And i declear that the dead who have already died are happier than the living." - Eccl 4;2

He is with the Lord now.